We went to our far away church...
always nice to be there...
We, thankfully, had a short Sunday nap before going to a
friend's party locally...
it was really nice!
I got to visit with an older lady who has been
married almost 50 years and who still feels
that she is a newlywed and on her honeymoon
(I feel the same about my nearly 7 years of marriage).
So a lot of good things.
I've been struggling with some internal stuff;
I think part of the problem is I am not sure what exactly is
bothering me ...
in one sense many things, and feeling alienated from
a lot of the culture I feel surrounded by
(outside of the church) ... and in other ways, I am not sure.
Just I guess very much
in-between things and also like I am a 'square peg' in a sea of 'round holes'
as one would say...
I am so glad that it is summer, that I have options for things to do
and that I have some 'breathing room' for projects...
I am trying to focus on that...
The rest, will come, as it may,
and I just pray that God will help us all
and save us.
Come what may.