Saturday, June 06, 2026

fight song + one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard


Transformers 3 - It's Our Fight (slowed & reverbed)

FYI this song is like the picture. A bit DARK 🧐😳🀣⛏️πŸ₯πŸŽ»πŸŽΈπŸͺ˜πŸŽΌπŸŽΆπŸŽ΅πŸŽ§πŸ‘Š

It's more rock + orchestra with some amazing deep drum guitar growl sound.  

Greta, since we interact here this way I don't know if this is a song for you.

I would suggest this one though 

I don't remember if I blogged about this one but it's one of the most BEAUTIFUL songs I have ever heard.


Like to me this is what Angels singing would sound like.  It's one of the holiest songs I know.  

Listen to it.

11:22/21:25 this section ⬆️ is the most beautiful and astounds me every time.

~*~*~*

I personally need LOTS of different music to heal and help me focus.  I am having more insomnia again and God has blessed me so much with music to keep me company. 🌸🌷πŸ₯°

May God have mercy on us.

Friday, June 05, 2026

beautiful Friday

My sleep has been a bit difficult lately but not like before when it was really REALLY bad.

I was blessed to take a beautiful slow walk today.

My cousin M Husband is not doing well πŸ˜”πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜’ (the C word).

I am so thankful for God's mercy πŸ™

Tuesday, June 02, 2026

Today's moments

3.8 mile walk. 
Hoping for 5 miles soon.
Walks are going to be a huge priority this summer.

Lots going on but not much that I can talk about.

God is everything present and is full of loving kindness and mercy.

Yesterday was a beautiful day

We had a special meal with friends at a Chinese restaurant.  Later a beautiful and meaningful graduation ceremony in a beautiful wooded lawn, where faith in Christ was central.

May God have mercy on this upcoming generation πŸ™

Sunday, May 31, 2026

Friday, May 29, 2026

my Husband notes: these are my new comfort books


Volume 5 is under way.

The last 3, volumes 6, 7, & 8 come tomorrow.

If things go as planned, I am going to NYC with a friend tomorrow.  

I am grateful.

May God have mercy on us all.

beauty in the early morning


Thursday, May 28, 2026

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

foiled! (no volume 5) however I succeeded in having a walk


I thought it was wise to order Volume 4 and 5 together because I'm always wanting to read the next one! Sadly, once 8 is read I will be waiting however many months for volume 9!

However, Volume 5 was delayed until Thursday. I thought of buying the other three volumes six, seven and eight. But Amazon promises me they would be here tomorrow. And given that they failed to deliver number five today and won't until Thursday. So they say, so I cannot yet get the others because I will be tempted to read out of order. And that I must not do. 

Thankfully slightly foxed arrived today the journal. I have yet to open it. 

I went on a walk.  I'm praying very much that the Lord will restore my well-being to an even better State. I am much better. But I still have more to go.  And I very much want to get there.

The good news is I have walked more mileage that is than I have in months. Not by much but still by something and it's not yet the end of the month. 

I often don't feel I'm making progress like I think I should. So markers of Miles walked is something I like. 

May God have mercy on us πŸ™

Friday, May 22, 2026

this evening


It was a comfort and relief to take a walk to see Lady Liberty today.  It's a most consoling walk. 

I saw an unexpected small green plant in the middle of mess and cement....


Such a small lonely plant in the middle of a sidewalk. 

I got volume 3 of Emma M Lion today.

I made progress on some of my theological reading.  Some slogging but then surprising beauty. I took notes....

Tomorrow is 3 years and 40 days since my friend Peter died, 3 years of healing from my memory loss.  

I feel like I have processed my unusual loss, unusual because I can take in a place and a person who, for personal reasons, means a great deal to me but really very little to the other in comparison to how the person had helped me.  It's very strange to see, but I am glad I understand that aspect of myself better.  I am still sad but it is just part of life... And everyone has sadness and loss, it is a very real part of life.

I am greatful for my life.

May God have mercy on us.