I was so excited about having the lady be a caregiver. Out of respect and charity towards all, I can say this:
Years ago, as long time readers will know, I was let go from a job just days before my 6 months were up and I would be a permanent employee. A lady who was hired to support me (I had the higher position) stayed in contact with told me how distressed my boss was. Years later, when I was perhaps more mature, I understood that my boss actually cared about me. She was in an impossible situation. She actually flew to Ottawa to be with me when I was terminated and was trying not to cry.
Now I understand because it's me now, crying because I liked the woman we employed but it was in the end an impossible situation and we have parted ways, paid her wages and are done.
The song 2:14 Prime (Version) and others in this set I was given last summer and I found it again yesterday (remember my phone died in November and I lost all my WhatsApp chats and YouTube downloads) and to me it expresses the great love and tragedy of life. I listened to it a lot this past summer in Ottawa when God did a lot but I was still so pitiablely sick.
this song REALLY does this ⬆️⬆️⬆️⬆️
Music is amazing for what it can express and give words to the unspeakable grief tragedy beauty and love that is all mixed together.
Sometimes you only have a person in your life briefly for reasons you don't know.
I was getting more sick not less because of the situation that is now over. But I saw great beauty in her even though we only had a week together.
May God have mercy on us all.
