Thursday, October 15, 2009


I am relieved to know that I did not get

the part time job.

If I am ever to learn French,

I feel I have to do it full time.

Part-time work and part-time French I would find difficult.

I must say I am feeling exhausted.

Have been here when my current apartment was being shown;

really strange to have my home looked at

and to know I am going to an apartment

that may be similar but smaller and in a different area.

I am looking at more apartments on Friday and Monday.

But it seems that I am learning a very important lesson:
we cannot know the outcome of our actions;
we can only do our best
with what we have now.
And I must seek to rejoice in God
in the midst of great uncertainty
and see that He alone is
my hope
my stability
my security
my joy.


TeresaAngelina said...


Margaret said...

Yes, it must feel very strange to be there when your home is shown. I hadn't thought of that. I hope you see something nice today or Monday.

E Helena E said...

Yes, and my prayers for Cleo's safety and wellbeing, in case the apt. is shown when you are not at home!

elizabeth said...

Thank you very much M and E-H

Michelle M. said...

Continued prayers are you search for an apartment. Praising God that you are able to keep your sights on him through it all.