Thursday, October 15, 2009

Clarification

I am relieved to know that I did not get

the part time job.

If I am ever to learn French,

I feel I have to do it full time.

Part-time work and part-time French I would find difficult.

I must say I am feeling exhausted.

Have been here when my current apartment was being shown;

really strange to have my home looked at

and to know I am going to an apartment

that may be similar but smaller and in a different area.

I am looking at more apartments on Friday and Monday.

But it seems that I am learning a very important lesson:
we cannot know the outcome of our actions;
we can only do our best
with what we have now.
And I must seek to rejoice in God
in the midst of great uncertainty
and see that He alone is
my hope
my stability
my security
and
my joy.

5 comments:

TeresaAngelina said...

Amen.

Margaret said...

Yes, it must feel very strange to be there when your home is shown. I hadn't thought of that. I hope you see something nice today or Monday.

E Helena E said...

Yes, and my prayers for Cleo's safety and wellbeing, in case the apt. is shown when you are not at home!

elizabeth said...

Thank you very much M and E-H

Michelle M. said...

Continued prayers are you search for an apartment. Praising God that you are able to keep your sights on him through it all.