I wish this picture could really capture the depth of the
brightness of the sky's light and the shade of blue.
No job news this week!
Next week: applying for another library position that
has caught my fancy;
and seeing about getting in between clerical work while
I keep looking.
I am here to say that looking for work and suddenly falling into dream
about a new job posting
is almost like being young and in love with someone that is
oblivious to your love;
a job add emailed application holds a promise
but perhaps no fruition.
I hope that does not sound too sad or pitiable,
I am really not meaning it that way,
just that it is a similar emotional rush to it
because dreams are attached.
Let's just be thankful that God wishes us to be anchored in Him
who is not a dream...
I wish it were not this way, with suddenly falling into dream
about a job... as this is not evidence, I think, of a full
spiritual maturity; but...
as I said to a friend today,
Thank God that God is long suffering!!
This flower was pressed years ago for me
and some others as part of a well-meant loving reminder of how
something beautiful may be hidden and waiting for us,
that God has a plan for our lives.
I always kept this gift of the small yellow pressed flower as
a hope in this promise.
And while God holds true;
I am wondering if the Protestant emphasis on
God has a plan for you life - great and beautiful things are in store
is perhaps a bit misleading or even untrue.
Kind of liking falling into dream...