It has been nearly 3 months since I lost my job.
Time flies as they say.
I am now researching French courses to see if I can get funding
to learn French full time.
I have money coming in through unemployment until the first of the year.
I have heard nothing about the job contract.
I am trying to trust God,
to deflect crazy thoughts
when I feel unsettled.
I fail and get up again, and again and again.
Tonight I am having a few friends over
for food, poetry and tea.
I hope to have another literary party later,
when my (old calendar) Apostles Fast is over.
My lease is up in October; I try not to worry about this.
I am learning that obeying God is through listening and doing what He says.
Yes, I know, obvious,
but it struck me the other day
as the command for obedience. Do not worry.
Your Father knows...