All At Once...

So thankful for God's mercy,

for the intercession and protection of the Saints.

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Today I was at a beautiful baptism of a lovey baby boy.

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I went to my good friend's house to look into

the money issue from the letter

of unexpected money owed

that I received this week.

We discovered that the letter was not wrong.

I suddenly owe a large amount

(esp. right now for me)

so much that with the current regular bills I have

(phone, hydro)

I do not have any savings left

outside of the pension that was paid by my employer

that is now housed at my bank.

(I will see about payment options

for the unexpected bill,

I am responsible

and will communicate appropriately.)

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My friend who is also in some grave difficulties

came last night and we prayed

services to the Mother of God and to St. Nicholas.

God is powerful in the intercession of His Saints.

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I suddenly find myself,

a professional librarian,

who has great work experience and

formerly a decent salary,

in a position where

due to some other factors,

including lack of health care in the States

and no jobs in Michigan,

mean that I may need to stay here

and look into everything that can help me:

looking for any job I can do

looking into social assistance

figuring out where food banks are

so I have one less bill to worry about.

All At Once.

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I do have a few friends who may be able to help me with

various things

but the situation is still serious.

And I am worried about Cleo.

What if I have to move somewhere where I can't keep her?

She is not young anymore -

and I am loath to give her to a stranger.

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Please pray for us.

I am looking to God for help and for salvation.

God is good and He is merciful and loves mankind.

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PS: the huge rash on my face continues to improve,

so that is one blessing

though between the physical pain I had from it

and all the doctor's visits I had to get it resolved thus far

meant that I was not able to do a lot of job searching this week.