I am God willing going home
in early December
to see my sister and brother-in-law.
I booked the ticket a few weeks ago.
I don't think I can go home for actual
(new calendar) Christmas
and, worst of all, I don't think I can go to my
most beloved monastery for New Years
like I always do.
Just not wise to spend the extra money.
I am still wishing for this,
but not counting on it.
But I am seeking to go for at least one night
while I am home in earlier December.