Found out today that
I did not get the Ottawa job I applied for.
It was library-related
but not as good as the job I just flew out to interview for.
Still, it is not easy as I really love it in Ottawa.
Just being here is a delight to me.
But if God wants me to move away,
I must go.
Tomorrow I will continue job searching
in and outside of Ottawa.
God is good
and I know that He does nothing
that is not for our good and salvation.
This does not mean I am emotionally numb to this process.
I have been waking around 5 AM a lot lately
which I am sure is in part because I may
and my life is in transition.
This however does not negate God's goodness
and kindhearted mercy.