One of my good friends told me
that about the French test
that I want the truth.
I need to know what doors are open to me
and what doors are not.
as I suspected from doing the practice tests,
I did not get the level needed for the French test.
I did not pass it,
in other words.
It was a hard test
even harder on the computer.
I did better when I was doing the written tests
I thank God that this is over;
I am really exhausted from the test!
Thanks for your prayers.
I need help and wisdom as I will,
NOT get this job
(as I explained before French can really
keep you from jobs here;
if you think I still have a chance at the job
to be honest I would rather
you not say so
as I don't have the energy to explain again what
living in Ottawa the Capital of Canada
that is an officially bilingual country
means for job chances).
In other words,
I am a bit bummed and don't
want to be offered false hope,
however loving and very well meaning it is.
But may the Lord's will be done.
May God be praised.
May the Lord provide me the wisdom I need
to know what to do as I need a job;
May the right door open
May I say in my semi-weary state,
Glory to God for All Things.
And, I hope my request for no-false hope
NOT be translated as a lack of thankfulness
for all the love encouragement and support I have been given.
No much on the contrary,
you all mean TONS to me;
it's just that I don't want my heart to break.