Sunday, December 27, 2009

Between Christmas Feasts

Here I am again.
Really miss being able to post photos.
Ah well.
Still praying for Resa - she is struggling.
Found out that the presents I sent with good friends
to Romania
got lost.
Am praying that the suitcase is found,
as I am not the only one who gave gifts to send back to Romania
with my dear Romania-Ottawa friends.
I miss my sister.
So strange not to have her around for Christmas.
Being home is always such a mixed blessing.
So Wonderful to see family.
I am blessed with a very good family.
But I think I always have this feeling of loss
at the same time.
I think a loss in what I thought my life would be;
married, with children to delight my Mother;
all my friends here in Michigan are married
with children.
But I have much to be thankful for.
Was at my Michigan Orthodox church today;
hope to be back on my birthday (this Tuesday)
for Matins in the morning
and to Liturgy next Sunday.
Scheduled to go to the monastery for a few days later this week.
Flying home in a week already.
My heart is full;
I wish someone could explain my heart to me.


Pres. Kathy said...

You and Resa are in our prayers. When I feel like that in my heart, I just try to stay positive and look at all the blessings God has given me.

DebD said...

prayers for you and Resa. I'm glad for the update on both.