i discovered Eusebius' _the history of the church_ today. am half way through reading the introduction. am reading a book on prayer. re-read _herb of grace_ by Elizabeth Goudge.
i have so much to read, i have dreams of someday understanding a bit more about things.
i ordered some books online (eight day books, yea!) and feel happy about this.
i had moved so much and changed directions so much that only now do i feel like parts of me are coming back - we will see where this leads.
meanwhile i am a lot happier, letting things come in, swirl and then settle around me.