The nurse practitioner felt that my ears are okay. Other than that there's fluid in my left ear. She didn't see signs of infection. However, my doctor has referred me to an ENT. I'm now having pain even just looking down a little bit. You know like to get something from a table. I'm sleeping I hope in my husband's recliner at his wise suggestion because my head can be even higher. And it's more comfortable. Even within all of this I have so much to be thankful for. I have a husband who cares about me. I don't have the pressure of an outside job to do. I've definitely been struggling this week which is clear and the one thing I'm thank God seeing is that I just need to rest. The rest of whatever I need to do will come as it's supposed to.
I feel a little discouraged perhaps because I was doing a lot better but healing is like that. Especially with the type of illness complex PTSD that I have. It's even in the literature that the healing isn't straightforward!
I had an early dinner before the 5:00 p.m. appointment. I'm grateful for so many blessings.
I'm trying to remember to be thankful because it truly changes you and your mind. I've been reading about that even in Instagram psych pages about Hope and Thanksgiving. And I have all the reason for both because I know that our Lord Jesus loves us died for us and is right here with us.
I'm also so blessed because I'm not sick like some. Everyone has the cross in life according to God's wisdom.
Thank you again, everyone who has been praying for me leaving comments and just reading!
May God have mercy on all of us.
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