I had so much insomnia again in the last weeks that earlier this week my vision was blurry. Which caused me to have a PTSD flashback. Because that's what happened the last time I went to NYC before I lost my memory. Before I almost died.
A flashback is when you get trapped in the past trauma and it's like it is happening all over again.
I talked with my therapist TWICE this week it was so bad. I've kept in contact with lots of friends asking for prayer.
I am trying so hard to keep it together.
this song has been one of the songs keeping me steady.... It is like Aunt Beast in Madeleine L'Engle book, feeding me....
Also one called "God I'm not OK but I am still here"...
I am ready Sean's new book Over Yonder it's really good.
My Husband fell ill with a cold. Now I have the cold. I am to speak at my goddaughter's wedding reception this Sunday God willing.
I hope I will be able to do so.
Please pray for me. And my goddaughter and her fiance. And my Beloved Husband.
1 comment:
you're in my prayers, dear one, every single day. i'm so sorry that you are going through all this.
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