changes

 

I got a new Chromebook.  It's still heavy but smaller. 

But it can do more and I needed for it's functionality. 

we had a Bright Friday meal.

It actually was not my best.

I have a stress fracture in my foot and it was 

to be honest

too much standing but everything happened so fast,

Wednesday dianosis after a long planned party and

groceries coming the next day for it.

So I tried to manage it by changing to using the slow cooker

for a chicken and vegetable meal but the vegetables did not cook well.

I did my best under somewhat difficult circumstances and

at least the company were long time friends who have been 

with us through many ups and downs in life. 

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The chicken cooked very well, btw.

If I would have had a newer slow cooker oval shaped

it would have been better. 

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I still have some short term memory issues unfortunately

from not necessarily the memory loss I had but the fact

that what I went through caused me to have Complex PTSD.

That has memory issues as a result. 

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I am working as hard as I can to heal.

Lots of therapy, lots of trying different things. 

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Complex PTSD is when it lasts longer than a few months BTW.

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Anyway, 

all I know is God is still with us in all the struggles of life. 

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It's a constant struggle to pick up the threads of life,

especially when one has had severe changes and trauma.

We all want to know we can make a difference.

We all need the Lord.

Those two things I know.

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God, thank Him, knows and understands everything.

And still, He loves us...

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May God have mercy on us all and 

bring us to Himself and to His will and loving arms.