Monday, April 28, 2025

a little bit more (a successful roast chicken)

 


I roasted another chicken today.
This time I found this recipe
which is from I.G. who is famous but who 
I had not used her recipes but this one I used this way:
it calls for a 5 to 6 lb chicken
roasted at 425 F for 1.5 hours.
That's what I needed.
For I had a 5 lb chicken, needed merely how long to roast it
and what temperature. 
And that I could roast vegetables with it. 
The genius of it, for me, was that I did not have to put
butter on it as I had before but merely melt butter and 
pour it on. So simple!
the skin was brown and perfectly chrisp! 
I put a few garlic cloves under the skin, 
one half of a large onion in 2 chunks,
with a lemon cut in half and put inside the cavity of the 
chicken along with the onion. 
Some potatoes and carrots on the side of the chicken.
Melted butter and then liberal salt and pepper
on both the chiken and vegetables. 
That was it. 
Nothing needed on the vegetables, just 
salt and pepper. 
Perfectly roasted, not burnt vegetables. 
***
I've been struggling with things that I can't 
talk about but this was at least a success.
***
A friend texted me this, 
she found it on Facebook,
I chopped it so it was not showing anyone's name, 
just to be clear this is not a meme I made
but the words therein are very encouraging. 
***

that really is it, isn't it?
To pray and trust no matter
what struggles we are in,
that we can be saved,
that God can and will help us. 
***
Well, I hope I can at least remember
that this roast chicken recipe was simple,
did not take much time
and turned out beautifully,
despite the challenges at present.

Sunday, April 27, 2025

changes

 





I got a new Chromebook.  It's still heavy but smaller. 
But it can do more and I needed for it's functionality. 
we had a Bright Friday meal.
It actually was not my best.
I have a stress fracture in my foot and it was 
to be honest
too much standing but everything happened so fast,
Wednesday dianosis after a long planned party and
groceries coming the next day for it.
So I tried to manage it by changing to using the slow cooker
for a chicken and vegetable meal but the vegetables did not cook well.
I did my best under somewhat difficult circumstances and
at least the company were long time friends who have been 
with us through many ups and downs in life. 
***
The chicken cooked very well, btw.
If I would have had a newer slow cooker oval shaped
it would have been better. 
***
I still have some short term memory issues unfortunately
from not necessarily the memory loss I had but the fact
that what I went through caused me to have Complex PTSD.
That has memory issues as a result. 
***
I am working as hard as I can to heal.
Lots of therapy, lots of trying different things. 
***
Complex PTSD is when it lasts longer than a few months BTW.
***
Anyway, 
all I know is God is still with us in all the struggles of life. 
***
It's a constant struggle to pick up the threads of life,
especially when one has had severe changes and trauma.
We all want to know we can make a difference.
We all need the Lord.
Those two things I know.
***
God, thank Him, knows and understands everything.
And still, He loves us...
***
May God have mercy on us all and 
bring us to Himself and to His will and loving arms.