Another walk today. A bit shorter of one but good. I am feeling hungry it seems often but I wonder if some of that is missing Peter.
I got more reading done. This is not an easy book but rewarding because of it being a challenge. It feels a bit easier now that I am nearly done.
A memory of the first days that I had my memory back: I was in a great deal of shock and escaped into DE Stevenson novels.... I remember that one of the only things that I got comfort from was meals, food. It was like I was just holding on. Even just talking to others was an effort. I think I was both very tired but also in great emotional shock and probably some depression. I remember feeling like I had very little to comfort me or look forward to. For the first week or so I not only still felt really unwell physically but I just didn't want to talk to anyone. Even calling my Mom was an effort and she is someone I call daily! I am much better now.
Taking walks, working on my writing project are both good positive things for me but also my effort to rebuild my life.
I am so wishing for more of this.
My rash changes a bit every day. It looks better in some ways. Your prayers are helping me stay peaceful about it.
Thank you 😊
May God have mercy on us 🙏
1 comment:
I'm sorry you had to experience such an awful time but I'm thankful that you're getting better. Just being out in the fresh air and having a short walk in sunshine helps, I'm sure. How fortunate you are to speak often with your Mother. Take care, GM
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