Remembering

About a year ago I had problems in

looking for an apartment;

some of my readers will remember

how 2 weeks before I was to move the apartment I was moving into

was suddenly refused to me

and I did not know where I would move to in 2 weeks time.

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I remember telling my priest something to the effect of

'don't you see what is happening to me? my life is OVER'

well, I didn't say that exactly

but my anxiety was high and I felt like something was terribly wrong,

that I was now in this situation.

I remember the smile and peaceful response to my

panic.

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It was like I was being told,

yes, I see exactly what is happening to you.

Well it took me a while later to see this,

but here is what happened - I was being kept from harm:

1. I was released suddenly from what would of been a bad

landlord experience for me.

2. I was given the apartment I am in now, which

is the one I wanted in the first place.

3. I heard later on in the year that the place I was going to live in

had a fire in it - I could of lost everything.

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I had asked for God's help and Archangel Michael's help

and I was protected and taken care of,

even when all I could see was not having a place to live in two weeks time.

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Still today I seem to fail at remembering this,

anxious about job situations, job finding, French language, Ottawa job situation

and on and on the list goes.

Oh what little faith!

Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!