Ready, Set, Don't forget to breathe!

Interview tomorrow morning.

I feel like I began today well but then well

fell apart into scattered pieces.

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Part of it is that I feel like I don't have enough of

the pieces of this particular puzzle;

I wish I felt more of a clear understanding of

the job I am interviewing for tomorrow.

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I realize that I am failing to take one day at a time

and to trust God;

I am grateful to God for His mercy in these times;

I find job interviews exhausting -

it is like having tons of oral exams;

first you have to try to study for them but

did not have a teacher to learn from first

just the school of your own work experiences

and interview research and preparation;

you have know idea what the questions will be,

just the main topic of the exam;

but the exam is not just to pass a course,

it is to get a job.

No pressure, right?

Sigh.

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I've interviewed with this organization before

and the interview is long -

at least 75 minutes

with three/four people meeting you.

I just want to get on with my life,

have some sense of stability and routine

and a job that does not destroy me.

Whether the job I interview tomorrow is such a job

I am really not sure.

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Still weary but at least yesterday I was able to make
and buy food for the week and I have medicine to try to
counteract the insomnia from the other
medicine.
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please pray for me,

for help, wisdom, strength and the mercy of God.