Clarification

I am relieved to know that I did not get

the part time job.

If I am ever to learn French,

I feel I have to do it full time.

Part-time work and part-time French I would find difficult.

I must say I am feeling exhausted.

Have been here when my current apartment was being shown;

really strange to have my home looked at

and to know I am going to an apartment

that may be similar but smaller and in a different area.

I am looking at more apartments on Friday and Monday.

But it seems that I am learning a very important lesson:

we cannot know the outcome of our actions;

we can only do our best

with what we have now.

And I must seek to rejoice in God

in the midst of great uncertainty

and see that He alone is

my hope

my stability

my security

and

my joy.