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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Getting closer

 
In just over a week
I will go down South again
to see my Orthoman.
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Work keeps me busy.
I am slowly contacting movers about
cost of moving and
various possibilities.
*
I paid my library card fines
that I had not paid
in a long time
at my local
public library
downtown
 branch.
I still remember when I was new
to Ottawa
almost 7 years ago
and got a card and checked out
cookbooks as mine were still packed
away with most of my belongings
in London Ontario.
I was in Ottawa to do co-op and
see if I liked the city
as I was looking to live in Canada long-term.
So I stayed 7 years this September.
And now I will be leaving
my beloved Ottawa
to be with my beloved Orthoman.
*
God's been super merciful to me
and this week I have been given a sense of peace
amidst the changes that I don't always have;
moving and traveling is draining
and I don't claim to be some
spiritual superhero who
never loses her inward peace.
Even that I have a bit right now is merely
both a calm before a storm of busyness
and because of the Lord Himself,
the prayers of the Saints and
the prayers of many others.
*
Thank God for this mercy.
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We do not know what tomorrow holds
but as the protestant saying
that I and my family quote and love
we know who holds tomorrow.

4 comments:

  1. Never heard that saying before. I like it! Wishing for you to hold onto that peace in the midst of all your travels and tasks.

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  2. Maria, it is from an old song sung in protestant churches... most likly one that my Grandpa used to sing...

    Lyrics to I Know Who Holds Tomorrow :























    Why don't we just do this?
    Play that song that ma used to like
    To hear me sing in church all the time
    That's the one
    *laughs

    I don't know
    About tomorrow
    I just live from day to day
    And I don't borrow from its sunshine
    For its skies may turn to gray
    And I don't worry about my future
    For I know what Jesus said
    And today He walks beside me
    For He knows what lies ahead
    Many things about tomorrow
    I don't seem to under-understand
    But I, I know, I know, I know who holds tomorrow
    And I know who holds, who holds my hand
    Oh yeah, yeah, yes, hey, yes
    Who holds my hand

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  3. OOh, I love that feeling of having my library fines paid off! : ) May the irrational and merciful peace of Christ continue to comfort you, Elizabeth!

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