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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Not Knowing Can Be Hard

God has blessed me so much with family and friends. I do not know how we get on without such support.

Today I went to liturgy for Mid-Pentecost. Beautiful. A Feast Day. I wore paschal white and my deep pink scarf. Dressing up for feasts is, especially when life is challenging, important; putting on one's best is an act of courage. And, in this case, of worship.

I finally called World Vision. I have no income coming in, do not know what I am doing yet and felt that I could not continue paying monthly support to the child. This is in deferment until November, or until I call to say otherwise. This was not an easy decision and not made without tears.

I am learning more on being present to where I am. Cleo is sitting by my feet. The sun is shining. My apartment is in the process of being cleaned, again. I feel a bit overwhelmed, but I am trying to do the best I can with today.

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  1. Hugs, I understand.
    Blessing of the Feast to you!

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  2. Yeah.

    And thanks!! Blessed Feast also to you!

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  3. My prayers! Peace to you. Be encouraged!

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  4. I am sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed. We went through a time when our finances were really tight and I had to cancel our sponsorship of a beautiful little boy that I had been sponsoring for years. It was a very hard decision. I am sorry you had to go through that as well. Prayers!

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  5. Thank you so much S!
    and thank you Michelle - yes. it is not easy - one thing at a time!

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  6. Some things we have to do in out life are difficult, but God knows where our heart is. Hugs!

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  7. Thank you so much Pres. Kathy!

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  8. you are loved by many and are in our prayers.

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  9. thank you so much V. This means a lot to me. I am making it only because of this love and the prayers!

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