I am tired tonight. Yet I find myself resisting going to bed early. What do I think I am missing by leaving my quiet living room with my cat to pray and sleep? (Why must I finish my dishes, or why must I read just a few more pages in a book?)
Does anyone else do this, I wonder?
Only too often! I hear you. I cannot understand why, when I feel the next day's consequences all the time. I guess escapism/avoidism tends to be more powerful. Stern self-speeches don't help much. O Lord have mercy on us!
ReplyDeleteI know! yes, may God have mercy on us!
ReplyDeleteI understand too. Unfortunately.
ReplyDeleteyes, it is a funny thing, how we do this to ourselves! God help us!
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